...waiting for x-rays

[revised version...]

Piglet has never really gotten back to herself...
she started eating, then Fluff died and she grieved...

she started eating again, but then stopped...

I didn't like the look of her membranes, too pale...
and she looked unhappy, wanted to be held all the time...
and wasn't really interested in ,"going out"...
so I took her back to the vet yesterday & left her for x-rays...

because he found a "mass" in her abdomen...
he needs the x-rays to be certain...
but it's probably very bad news...
and was to check back after noon today...

they've had a really busy morning and are behind...
so I'm going to return after 3 for the news...

I have her carry box in the car...
but I'm pretty sure that for her trip home...
she won't need her carry box...
I'll probably be returning her home...
to be buried in the garden...
next to her buddy Fluff...

it's hard to believe that they will both be gone...
so close together...

we spent so much time together...
my bedroom already seems so empty...